Yess hahaha I just reread that part too and tbh during my first reread I was kinda pissed at the seme (I'm an uke protector, I always side with them lol). Especially because I know that the medication (extra dose) the uke is taking is making him more emotional and that ultimately, he's trying to do what he thinks is best for the seme. I mean eventually ofc after reading the rest of the novel that fog came off and seme is a green flag. But during my reread, looking at the seme's point of view, he didn't do anything wrong.
(Sorry if keep saying seme/uke, I'm bad at remembering names. I also have a rlly bad headache.)

In the next chapter or the chapter after that.