After all that shitty, unnecessary fanfare all I can think is “finally” and joohyun gets me so TIGHT with that late onset care for propriety. Genuinely what do you mean you decided to hurt him as much as possible to push him away because you felt like you were irredeemable and will inevitably hurt him. You already took his virginity. It’s far too late for you to be feeling like you could just leave and he wouldn’t be PERMANENTLY traumatized by the experience.
After all that shitty, unnecessary fanfare all I can think is “finally”
and joohyun gets me so TIGHT with that late onset care for propriety. Genuinely what do you mean you decided to hurt him as much as possible to push him away because you felt like you were irredeemable and will inevitably hurt him. You already took his virginity. It’s far too late for you to be feeling like you could just leave and he wouldn’t be PERMANENTLY traumatized by the experience.