literally hate how garam can't take responsibility for the fact that he was not acting right and being the most avoidant person ever. if he'd actually spoken to yj properly they could've literally sorted this out in one conversation and in garam going to THERAPY but the author just wants him to suffer endlessly and appearently now make them completely start over, this is just annoying bro

I'm really irritated that Garam STILL lacks the self-awareness that he caused this himself and it's entirely in his power to fix. He's just constantly repeating this "woe is me" spiral. How many chapters are we gonna waste before author makes him either go to therapy or more likely talk with a queer friend about it that instantly makes him go "oh duh, I was an idiot"... just fast forward me there man
I don't even blame Jaehyuk for going somewhere else; like wtf was he supposed to do when Garam NEVER told him any of these internalized fears?