I think he doesn’t believe he’ll actually be alive for much longer
Yeah, bros got suicidal tendencies. And even if the mc believes he has the will to live, it's not that easy to break that cycle of wanting to kill yourself.
No, I’m not talking about suicidal tendencies. I’m thinking it’s something related to what his father is doing in the first place.
like no fr. i think his father is stealing his essence. and ive read enough media and spritual-esque stuff to know that he's chipping away from his life force.
Ohhh I see. I misunderstood lol. Kinda scared that it'll come to that point though it probably will. They should really get rid of that geezer.
Was manipulative, but damn. There's something really heartbreaking about how he's doing it so there's at least one person who visits his wake/grave if he ever dies.
It is selfish, but a very human emotion of wanting to be remembered even by at least one person when you're gone.