also i cant seem to wrap my mind around why yeowoon was mad at glenn after they were exposed?? he knew what he was getting into, filming porn in the first place, he said it himself!! it was his own choice! he saw himself getting recognized in public even when he filmed just two videos, it's not exactly like a private thing exactly that he filmed either. technically ANYONE could stumble upon his porn videos by chance and seen that side of him, a friend of his (like yu did), a colleague (derek or ash couldve easily accidentally seen it) being discovered was one of the risks of taking up these jobs for money, he acknowledged it well, if his boss had stumbled upon the videos by chance he might've met the same fate.. so why get angry that he lost his job and everything?? glenn was suffering too, with the media coverage and his personal life constantly being exposed and dug into on the news, no?? he said he knew what he was getting into, dating glenn, so why blame him and say he deserved Everything?
i can't tell how i feel about this after finally reading it but i loved how raw and realistic some aspects of this are, with how ugly everyone gets and how flawed every main character was, it was refreshing! im just a little confused on how their feelings for eo developed cuz that part felt rushed idk T_T why was yeowoon suddenly all bothered by glenn without a proper encounter yet and how did he fall in love so fast? same goes for glenn esp when u consider his past dating experiences and his personality/ideals. all we got was like 3 brief encounters w some tension before there was a hint of feelings being developed already.. but pretty nice read otherwise!! i seriously like how raw this was, just wish the rape thing was addressed better