I know many authors prioritize the semes to look "manly, masculine, got it all figured out" while the ukes are meek, fragile, crying 25/8 on cue, and a worrisome line of child-like figure, ew. Now, when seeing Jaheon's face about to go crazy holding by a threat, that was...enthralling. Finally, an uke who is not a clueless victim not understanding what they are doing to him. He is really holding everything in together as he understands the circumstances to be seen as an already discarded being and for his leader to tell him that such rape was foul...when they have been conditioning him since young to accept such depravity, terrorization upon his body as a joyful act despite what he truly feels? Yeah, those eyes said it all.
I know many authors prioritize the semes to look "manly, masculine, got it all figured out" while the ukes are meek, fragile, crying 25/8 on cue, and a worrisome line of child-like figure, ew. Now, when seeing Jaheon's face about to go crazy holding by a threat, that was...enthralling. Finally, an uke who is not a clueless victim not understanding what they are doing to him. He is really holding everything in together as he understands the circumstances to be seen as an already discarded being and for his leader to tell him that such rape was foul...when they have been conditioning him since young to accept such depravity, terrorization upon his body as a joyful act despite what he truly feels? Yeah, those eyes said it all.