If you're ever wondering if movie scene actually happen in real life like the impossible ones Where the 2 characters seeing each other after such a very long time In very unconventional ways..
-They do. because that happened to me..
so last week friday my friends and i drove to la union to spend the Long weekend there.
we got there friday afternoon and i posted a story right away when we got there and then one of my friends replied to the story She said SIS! like she was panicking So i asked "oh why?" even though i already have a hunch on what she's going to say..
so she told me "heads up that my cousins will also be there" and by cousins
she meant my ex situationship will also be there along with his girlfriend
okay fine i don't care..
I'm a firm believer that once a chapter is closed and someone already served his purpose in your life you will never see that person ever again no matter how close you are to each other even if you're in the same place Like La union on the same weekend
So i trusted that belief but still i did my due diligence for that not to happen i actively avoided places where I know they will be hanging out
so long story short i didn't see him it was a successful weekend i had fun with my friends, meeting new people..
i started driving back to manila with such a full heart because i haven't felt this alive in so long i just feel so happy and felt secure that
oh okay i didn't see him.. So it really is over..
but you know the gag of it all?
Just before i finish driving The expressway about 3 km before the nlex connector there's a tesla car that overtake at my front
i know he has a new car i know he has a tesla but i don't know his plate number
so i was kind of nervous at the time and my heart started racing and conveniently enough i needed to overtake also and it so happened that there's a free space beside the tesla so i drove there and when i got there i look to my left and there he is with his girlfriend
it was a good 10 seconds of us cruising at the same pace and i was driving a hundred kilometers per hour but i can't take my eyes off the car next to me
i didn't think that it would be a different kind of pain seeing them with my own two eyes and in a setting where i am so familiar of being in a car ride with him
so i know i needed to get myself out of there i didn't even know That i had this skill but i overtook around five cars i even almost missed my entrance on the nlex connector but i didn't, i was able to do it
I don't know why? why that had to happen..
first, i didn't want to see it
second, i didn't need to see it
i just wish that the universe Gave me a little more grace not to see them like that..
i was trying to process what i feel about it.. i don't think i'm jealous i've known that he's moved on a long time ago and that's okay with me..
but i guess it's just really painful to be reminded of the thing that he refused to give me.. - a life with him..
i wished i should have run straight to the concrete barrier cause it's the same feeling!
If you're ever wondering if movie scene
actually happen in real life
like the impossible ones
Where the 2 characters
seeing each other after such
a very long time
In very unconventional ways..
-They do.
because that happened to me..
so last week friday my friends and i
drove to la union to spend the
Long weekend there.
we got there friday afternoon
and i posted a story right away
when we got there
and then one of my friends
replied to the story
She said SIS! like she was panicking
So i asked "oh why?"
even though i already have
a hunch on what she's going to say..
so she told me
"heads up that my cousins
will also be there" and by cousins
she meant my ex situationship
will also be there
along with his girlfriend
okay fine i don't care..
I'm a firm believer that
once a chapter is closed
and someone already served
his purpose in your life
you will never see that person
ever again no matter how close
you are to each other even
if you're in the same place
Like La union on the same weekend
So i trusted that belief but still
i did my due diligence
for that not to happen
i actively avoided places where
I know they will be hanging out
so long story short
i didn't see him
it was a successful weekend
i had fun with my friends,
meeting new people..
i started driving back to manila
with such a full heart
because i haven't felt this alive
in so long i just feel so happy
and felt secure that
oh okay i didn't see him..
So it really is over..
but you know the gag of it all?
Just before i finish driving
The expressway about 3 km
before the nlex connector
there's a tesla car that
overtake at my front
i know he has a new car
i know he has a tesla
but i don't know his plate number
so i was kind of nervous
at the time and my heart started
racing and conveniently enough
i needed to overtake also
and it so happened that there's
a free space beside the tesla
so i drove there
and when i got there
i look to my left
and there he is with his girlfriend
it was a good 10 seconds of us
cruising at the same pace
and i was driving a hundred kilometers
per hour but i can't take my eyes
off the car next to me
i didn't think that it would be
a different kind of pain
seeing them with my own two eyes
and in a setting where i am so familiar
of being in a car ride with him
so i know i needed to get myself
out of there i didn't even know
That i had this skill but i overtook
around five cars
i even almost missed my entrance
on the nlex connector
but i didn't, i was able to do it
I don't know why?
why that had to happen..
first, i didn't want to see it
second, i didn't need to see it
i just wish that the universe
Gave me a little more grace
not to see them like that..
i was trying to process what i feel
about it.. i don't think i'm jealous
i've known that he's moved on
a long time ago and that's okay
with me..
but i guess it's just really painful
to be reminded of the thing
that he refused to give me..
- a life with him..
i wished i should have run
straight to the concrete barrier
cause it's the same feeling!