He doesn’t understand, not just him but the whole 6 of them siblings. The level is just different. Greyson had it worse than anyone in the family. Chase only appear normal because he’s the most normal amongst the siblings followed by Bliss and Larien. We don’t know anything about Stacy but it was Greyson and Stacy who made the cake with poison but it was Greyson who fed it to their mother. Nathaniel is no better too. He knows his twin siblings are planning and he’s the one who took his mother to them. He knows what’s in the cake and yet he stood there and later told the twins “Idiot, you should have just kept it in your mind.) I think it’s Nathaniel who comes in in second then Greyson is the most unhinged. In Nathaniel’s story he doesn’t know that what he even feels for Chrissy was already love. He killed for Chrissy and Chrissy asked Nathaniel why he did that and Nathaniel was like he also doesn’t know why. He only wanted for Chrissy not to get hurt by testifying.
Dang, I’m being a spoiler…….
Chrissy was abused as a child at the age of 6 and was filmed and those films were sold in child pornographers. He was given the name of Hope. Nathaniel found out about it and went ahead to kill Chrissy’s adoptive father even before the FBI could arrest him. He doesn’t want the man to get trialled and he doesn’t want Hope’s videos get shown in the court so he killed the man and gambled his license as a lawyer. Ashley managed to get him out of course and got acquitted for the first degree murder charges. So two of them became a couple without Nathaniel
admitting he is in love with Chrissy because he can’t understand emotions just like Greyson
Ikrrr even when reading the novel of 'kiss me if you can ' I was always pissed off by grayson but if this manhwa will show a different side of him that'll be great ngl
This is what Nathaniel said to Chrissy when Chrissy asked him why he killed for him? Clearly even Nathaniel can’t even name that thing he feels for Chrissy is love when he’s so ready to throw his life and license away to kill for Chrissy just so Chrissy’s dark past won’t resurface during trial.
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"Why did you go to such lengths? You have no reason to do this for me."
Even amid the chaos, I felt choked up. For some reason, his eyes grew hot, and he blinked anxiously and exhaled, and the man who had been sitting silently spoke.
"Well, I've asked myself several times too, but I still don't know."
After a brief silence, he chuckled and stared at Krissy.
"Could this be what love is?"
After reading kiss me if you can I honestly hated this fucker like commiting war crimes level of hate but the more I read desire me if you can I'm starting to question if this man is just such an idiot that he honestly doesn't understand what he's going wrong