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A suicidal esper whose been too much pain and a guide tired of people around him who keeps...

Titania June 29, 2026 1:18 am

A suicidal esper whose been too much pain and a guide tired of people around him who keeps demanding something from him. Interesting.. though I don't like if there will be cheating part, hope not.

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    kaseyka June 29, 2026 2:20 am

    the mc top and bottom kissed after the chapter 3 when they meet. the top should have broke up with his gf but nope he decided to said to his gf that he owes the esper bottom their lives because he save them, gf knows they probably kiss and more because he's now a guide and that's only way to help the estee. and top doesn't assured her he wouldn't do that. so you can say he cheated on her.

    Titania June 29, 2026 8:08 am
    the mc top and bottom kissed after the chapter 3 when they meet. the top should have broke up with his gf but nope he decided to said to his gf that he owes the esper bottom their lives because he save them, gf... kaseyka

    What happened on their first meeting is still debatable, for me. The kiss was very sudden that the guide even questions if it was real or not, there is no intention of cheating there. This is a guideverse universe so line is blur, especially if you have relationship with a guide, who is very much needed for the survival of the esper. If you see the esper, he is dying to the point that he thinks this is his last days and his wish was not to have sex with the guide but just to see the guide one last time as he closes his eyes. When you have live your entire life in pain and in the mercy of others and see a form of salvation, you would want to grab that too, but the esper did not want to 'own' or have the guide, he just wanted to experience that 'peace' one last time.

    What the guide will do though from this moment, when he finally meet the esper is where we determine the 'cheating'. Though emotionally, there is already a start of it as the guide choose the feelings of the esper instead of his girlfriend.

    kaseyka June 29, 2026 9:57 am

    thank you for the explanation. let's see if that feeling were the case because even tho the girlfriend wasn't the lead it doesn't mean it was okay to mc to cheat

    Titania June 29, 2026 10:28 am
    thank you for the explanation. let's see if that feeling were the case because even tho the girlfriend wasn't the lead it doesn't mean it was okay to mc to cheat kaseyka

    I agree. No matter how selfish the girlfriend is, its still not okay to cheat, he should break up with her if he no longer love her. As we can see, he is exhausted of her as, like his mother, the girlfriend only thinks of herself, as what the guide said in chapter 3.

    patri06 June 29, 2026 12:51 pm

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    She is already cheating on him with anlther dude in the background but is a psycho clinging to the MC … doesn’t make it better but there will definitely be some plot development tha‘ll make it sound like „well she cheated first so don’t feel bad!!“

    patri06 June 29, 2026 12:54 pm
    the mc top and bottom kissed after the chapter 3 when they meet. the top should have broke up with his gf but nope he decided to said to his gf that he owes the esper bottom their lives because he save them, gf... kaseyka

    *spoiler warning*
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    In Ch7 we find out she is already cheating on him with another dude in the background but is a psycho clinging to the MC … doesn’t make it better but there will definitely be some plot development that‘ll make it sound like „well she cheated first so don’t feel bad!!“

    patri06 June 29, 2026 12:59 pm

    sorry accidentally posted that twice

    kaseyka June 29, 2026 1:22 pm

    author really doesn't know how to write they always make the side character do something for the sake of making sense the leads relationship urgh

    Titania June 29, 2026 2:38 pm
    *spoiler warning* -------She is already cheating on him with anlther dude in the background but is a psycho clinging to the MC … doesn’t make it better but there will definitely be some plot development tha... patri06

    Wow! Seriously? Makes sense the girl even in chapter 1 does not seem to be in love with the guide. Where did you know about this? Is there a novel?

    Titania June 29, 2026 2:40 pm
    *spoiler warning*-----In Ch7 we find out she is already cheating on him with another dude in the background but is a psycho clinging to the MC … doesn’t make it better but there will definitely be some plot... patri06

    Is the guide gonna know she is cheating? and would they break up? (Though I am more curious about the esper and guide meeting each other but I'm gonna be patient and wait for the chapters)