ngl but i dont think he will feel THAT bad, he might feel like “eh, what a waste”… since he can traumatize him more if he still alive yk. the worst is yet to come too
I remember jiwook said something about suicide in earlier chapters and juhyeon was scared and got anxious. So i dont think he actually wants jiwook to die?. But thats my opinion..
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