i’ve read some deranged toxic shit before, but nothing has made as angry and exasperated...

i’ve read some deranged toxic shit before, but nothing has made as angry and exasperated as this one. honestly, i couldn’t stop cause i felt as if i stopped next thing i knew was that jiwook was dead (and that would be for the best tbh, life after this wouldn’t even be called life, my boy is so traumatized). i felt so much anger going through my whole body, and this doesn’t even begin to actually explain how i felt. i'm just rage baiting myself reading and can’t wait for this to end, can’t even read the novel as it is not the same !!!!! and i pray that they don’t end up together but i know they will ughhh y’all don’t even know how hard my heart is pounding as I write this. i honestly wonder what he did to juyeon to deserve even half of this, it better be so fucking terrible to be worth all this suffering he’s putting him through