Might be an unpopular opinion

I truly love this story and reread it again recently but every time I can't help but feel like hyesung truly doesn't come to love dojin fully. Dojin did a lot of shit in the beginning and I'm not defending it but later on, he seems to be such a loving partner whereas hyesung is shown time and again to not even care much about him. Even much further into their relationship where you'd think old fights would've been settled. These are all little things but the way he doesn't even bother listening to what dojins saying, not taking any interest in his career or so, never wanting to spend time with him, asking byul if they should just go ahead and eat. Idk they seem insignificant but imo it shows that he doesn't care much. I've ever seen any inner dialogue from hyesung about any feelings or love towards dojin. It's always cussing him out or trying to stay away from him