WAIT OMFG I JUST REALISED. HE DIED THINKING ILIC NEVER LOVED HIM?? AND HE FUCKING DIED THINKING ILIC SAW HIM IN THE STATE HE HAVE ALWAYS TRIED TO HIDE FROM ILIC SEEING??? PLEASE TELL ME I JUST HAVE A BAD READING COMPREHENSION AND IM IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD. My pretty man- did he fucking died alone, not even seeing for the last time his beloved face as he took his last breath??? I'm feeling sick. I'm going to throw up

I should've just gon straight to sleeping... Not here bawling my eyes out. I can't bro, he wasn't the best but damn there is just no way he just died like that. Fucking hell?! GET UP SAYAN GET UP