for some reason i really fear becoming like our mc. the "is it hard to love the lacking me as I am" line really hit hard cuz no one's actually gonna match your freak like tht irl most of the time and i really fear incompetency like wht if u remain as incompetent as ever, stuck in the same place with no progress. thts my biggest fear kinda. it fills me with anxiety. looking back in the past 10 years and realising tht u did nothing of 'worth' (idk wht the definition of this so called worth is tho). on the other hand ML is like so determined and patient, he waited 10 years to reach where he is rn. sigh. i forgot my point. anyway good chapter!
for some reason i really fear becoming like our mc. the "is it hard to love the lacking me as I am" line really hit hard cuz no one's actually gonna match your freak like tht irl most of the time and i really fear incompetency like wht if u remain as incompetent as ever, stuck in the same place with no progress. thts my biggest fear kinda. it fills me with anxiety. looking back in the past 10 years and realising tht u did nothing of 'worth' (idk wht the definition of this so called worth is tho). on the other hand ML is like so determined and patient, he waited 10 years to reach where he is rn. sigh. i forgot my point. anyway good chapter!