lol. Same. I actually had to go back and read the whole thing. which made me all the more mad. lol
They were consoling their individual emotional problems with physical intimacy so basically fuck buddies
Still pissed that they had fuck buddies (if I remember correctly, the black haired guy had sex with his sponsor?? Somebody correct me if I'm wrong). But I was pleasantly surprised that the blonde guy was honest about it.
Which black haired guy? If you're talking about sugiki I can't remember any mention of that??
I came back to this after literal years and I should've started from the beginning, 'cos I have no memory of Suzuki being in a relationship with Norman O_o