literally like imagine how nice it would've been if gjord just helped him bathe, and then they ate together, and then fall asleep together cuddling because sylhan NEEDS the rest but no i really really hate how this turned out
I KNOW RIGHTTT...
I mean Gjord has always been crazy in the head but he indeed SEEMES like he is becoming rougher and rougher recently.... idk if that was intentionally done to show he has slowly gone more and more insane by the day (like quite literally) due to what happened to him and everything, or he just had this unresolved knot in his heart due to anger and jealousy to sylhan or what idk but I feel so sorry for sylhan right now.... i always thought at least Gjord has never treated him like he was sick or low or anything but now it does feels like the respect he has is receding little by little.
The way he asked whether sylhan has slept with other just hurt so much especially knowing what he has been through with that motherfucker who i refuse to rmember the name. I know he has explained that it was not his intention to hurt sylhan by asking and only meant that sylhan can always tell him so he can punish them ort etc but it still... felt so weird and insensitive honestly.
EXACTLY i don't know if this change is intentional or not but we'll find out ig :( also, that part when he asked him about lister (yeah i remember his name TOO well unfortunately) that was so foul my god it literally felt like he was accusing him for a second :| idk what to feel towards him anymore hhhh
Everyone seems to forget that what Gjord does on his first panel is suddenly kissing sylhan like crazy (even though at that time he didn't know slyhan didn't remember anything) but still bro
I guess he got more desperate though. It kinda felt that way....
And having crazy sex after missing each other has always been on yaoi troupe, i wonder why it must be doing the deeds.... like hugging on bed all day all night without separating or talking all night all day till they fall asleep are also part of releasing that. This honestly needs to stop