Sorry, guys! During system maintenance, some functions like comment are unavailable.

I would cry

July 9, 2026 7:36 am

Ik what I'm getting into since i read the Merry go round first and i also know how the author has this love for time skips.

I actually love the MC and the ML so much. Although I feel like the ML is too good to be true, he basically waited for whole 10 years, that's something I can't even imagine. The ML is also kind and affectionate with a reasonable temper. I love him so much.

The MC is actually relatable for me. I always have this obscure feeling inside me whenever I see people who grew up loved and fine happy spending time with their family. In that chapter where the ML invited the MC to their house and he saw his family's environment and started to feel like out of place is to personal for me. Aside from that, yes I do like the MC but ofc he was a jerk, he really did torment the ML in the hardest ways possible. But ofc, he was just a teenager deprived of love and affection. He does not know how to handle and react and he doesn't have the courage to cut and tie the loose ends that he has. It was actually satisfying seeing the MC feeling hurt when the ML did not pay him attention when they met inside the convenience store. I felt my heart throb in pain as i read that. As much as i like the MC i want him to feel some pain for abandoning the ML like that. Well ig he already suffer since his life in UK was hell and all. But i want to see him get hurt by ML directly. Anyways he did pay what he did and better himself I love seeing him smiling more in the last chapter. It feels like he is getting better and started to love and accept himself too.

I just hoped the author added more chapters for us to see their relationship after all that.... I hoped they get to spend a lot of time tgt and have dates and talk to each other and open up more. I wish to actually see the MC opening up to the ML about his life and his pains. Well, overall it was a good read, kinda stressing but fun. I don't like the older brother tho that bastard is just so unbearable and shitty.

Responses
    AllenLen July 9, 2026 7:36 pm

    U look smart and I cant tell what actually happened in the ending. Did they eventually date..? Idk if it implies anything bcs only Yoojon's finger shown where he has a ring, I cant see one on Jiho. Does this indicate Yoojoon finding someone new

    July 10, 2026 2:13 am
    U look smart and I cant tell what actually happened in the ending. Did they eventually date..? Idk if it implies anything bcs only Yoojon's finger shown where he has a ring, I cant see one on Jiho. Does this in... AllenLen

    i think they did date eventually after some time. I think the last chapter is their first meeting after Jiho went back to UK to finish his school and get better for 4 years. The ring is likely an accessory just to avoid getting hit on, but i think it can be a symbol and proof of his dedication for waiting for Jiho throughout those years they were away with each other. Although Jiho did say that Yoojon should find someone new, i doubt he did. He just love Jiho so much that his heart can't even beat for another. And looking the way Yoojon was running towards Jiho is not something a guy in a relationship with another would look like. Also I would like to think that the two of them started to go on dates and all since they didn't get to do those during highschool days.

    AllenLen July 10, 2026 3:20 am
    i think they did date eventually after some time. I think the last chapter is their first meeting after Jiho went back to UK to finish his school and get better for 4 years. The ring is likely an accessory just...

    Woah THANK YOUU this makes senseヾ(☆▽☆) I like the way u imagined their relationship, cant wait for their side story (=・ω・=)