I completely agree with you. Nanjo’s reaction was way over the top—it felt like he was angrier with himself than with Mok. I think he’s so attached to S because maybe something happened between them when they were younger… otherwise, I can’t explain why he’s so attached to him. It almost seems like Nanjo is forcing himself to stay with S, when in reality he gets along much better with Mok.
Crying and gagging over the violence and how it's "too much". I wonder if you reacted the same way when Mokyeon was practically trying to rip his colon multiple times enough to make him pass out. Was that "too much" too but in "/pos", "(affectionate)" okay because the scene was hot? That was borderline assault as well, yet nobody was crying about justice or morality like this

Listen, Nanjo was right to get angry, but violence? And not even just one punch either, he legit beat M to a pulp! I hated this. Is M the only one at fault here? Wasn't Nanjo also a willing participant in this secret affair? Wasn't he willingly kissing M in the S1 finale too? He also wakes up yearning for S too, I don't understand, why is he still so hung up on him? I don't understand his reasoning and honestly am angry with him. As for M, he fcked up. I feel sad for him, my heart breaks for him. Especially when he realized even N didnt really care for him....god, that was hurtful. BUT he needed this, he WAS faulty. Lastly, S surprised me. He is a terrible person but honestly sort of a good friend to M. This was a rough chapter. I have a stomachache from reading this. The distress is real...