sorry if i may ask, i quite forget about the first and the second timeline, can you tell me what's the different??
The 1st Timeline: The Original Story
This is the main plot, and honestly, it’s pure, unadulterated angst. It all starts when Aeroc hires thugs just to scare Raphael, but the situation goes horribly wrong. The thugs sexually assault Raphael, leading to a miscarriage and his death. When Kloff finds out, he goes on a ruthless revenge mission. He works tirelessly to bankrupt Aeroc, strips him of his wealth, and takes over his mansion. From there, the abuse turns incredibly dark..Kloff assaults Aeroc, forces his body to adapt as an Omega (which is pure torture since Aeroc is naturally an Alpha), and puts him through a grueling, agonizing pregnancy. To make matters worse, Kloff steals their newborn baby and kicks Aeroc out onto the streets.
Aeroc ends up homeless, completely shattered, and trapped in a vicious cycle of repeated assaults, abuse, and countless miscarriages just to survive and get a bite to eat. One day, he spots Kloff passing by with their child. Desperate, Aeroc goes to the mansion to beg for a chance to see his baby, but Kloff ruthlessly humiliates and discards him. That’s the breaking point where Aeroc loses all will to live and tries to end his life. He is saved by Kloff's servant and brought back to the mansion, which only triggers a never-ending cycle of horrific mental, physical, and sexual abuse. He falls pregnant multiple times, but his babies are constantly stolen from him. In the end, completely broken, Aeroc decides to seek his own twisted form of redemption and atonement. He goes directly to the exact same thugs who killed Raphael, choosing to face his punishment and tragically dies the exact same way right after giving birth to his last child.
The 2nd Timeline: The Healing/Fix-it Fic
This timeline starts out just like the original premise, but with a massive twist: Kloff has zero recollection of the past, while Aeroc remembers every single detail. Because Aeroc deeply loves Kloff, he chooses selflessness..he lets Kloff go so he can be happy with his fiancé, Raphael. However, fate plays out differently here. In this timeline, Kloff finds himself genuinely drawn to Aeroc, confesses his feelings, and actively pursues a real, serious relationship with him. Their dynamic evolves into something genuinely romantic, sweet, and healing, making this hands-down the best timeline out of the three.
The 3rd Timeline: The Toxic Redux
Finally, we have the third timeline, which is a complete psychological mess. This time around, Kloff is the one burdened with the memories of the 1st timeline, and he is absolutely consumed by a deeply toxic mix of a bitter grudge and an obsessive, twisted love for Aeroc. Meanwhile, Aeroc is completely clueless and remembers nothing. According to the novel, this timeline showcases Kloff at his absolute worst; he becomes a highly manipulative, toxic red flag. He is utterly obsessed with owning Aeroc, but his trauma and resentment make him completely toxic and utterly unfit to be in a healthy relationship.
Do you know where I can continue read the novel? The last chapter I remember read it was vol 5 chapter 19.2 where Kloff was in rut and insane
Here we go again!!!! We’ve officially entered the 3rd timeline, where that absolute bastard Kloff remembers everything while Aeroc remembers nothing. Oh god, I really hope this timeline doesn't make me completely hate Kloff all over again!!! This piece of trash is still holding a grudge against him!! After everything Aeroc went through and the heavy price he paid to atone for his guilt and seek redemption, Kloff is still wishing him nothing but suffering and hell!! God, I detest him so much!!!!! I’ve never liked him…I only tolerated him in the 2nd timeline for the sake of my precious baby Aeroc’s happiness!!
I seriously hope the official English translation updates soon because I can’t deal with fan translations anymore but THXXXX (づ￣ ³￣)づ