I stumbled upon a TikTok edit about chapter 35 talking about the beginning of the chapter (which is basically right after the last panel where Mok was looking at a suicide tool). It said: “when you realize this is probably right after he did it. he spent those last minutes imagining nanjo smiling at him”
and honestly, that was so painfully gut-wrenching to think about. I literally felt sick to my stomach, felt like throwing up, and teared up... I don't even know, it's just so painful to read and imagine, and I honestly don't know how I'm gonna survive the next two chapters. :( Mental health issues are just super, super sensitive for me. This manhwa is portraying a kind of suffering that you know isn't just fiction…it's real and happening to so many people around us, and that’s what makes connecting with it so much deeper, heavier, and way more intense.
How can I deal with this week's hiatus?