yes! grooming, was the word i was looking for, thank you! (idk why it slipped my mind), i truly do think this is a good story asides from that aspect. bwat-nim has made many phenomenal works, idk why they decided that shuraka had to be a child, i think the story would’ve worked (not the same, but would’ve been equally enticing) if they made them both kids, made them both adults, or just had them meet when they were both adults. idk, i guess i feel weird reading it knowing about them meeting like this.

im not completely sure how to feel about this. i love the characters, design, world building, and even this main plot line that the story is following.. my one issue.. the age gap?? okay, im fine with age gaps at a certain maturity level and obviously it needs to be legal. and yes, ill say that relationship between tei and shuraka was innocent when shuraka was young, but they still did set them up as lovers, despite tei being sort of a guiding figure for shuraka when he was younger. in the story, ive seen tei reference how he still views him as a kid (a little weird imo) while still cracking him?? and has also made they references while they crack?? IDK.. id like to hear somebody’s thoughts on this. maybe an opposing viewpoint or one that can help me understand this better. i dont think this will throw me off of reading it, but it’s made me feel a bit weird about it so maybe.( ̄∇ ̄")