Obsessive big buffed Ukes pls

I want obsessive dominating and powerful Ukes who are buff ash and either equal to or (preferably) buffer than Seme. Also I wanna see the uke like head over heels for the uke. Also I want like a full blown psychological type story, where they have unhealthy behaviors and thoughts. Maybe a self depricating seme. Maybe smth similar to Die in My Arms and The Third Decade (if u haven't read then u should read them they r so good). Also no rape pls or anything similar like dubcon, non-con, sexual assault/harassment. I would mention i would like it to be like Unchanged Man but I mean, there is rape involved so I don't want that aspect. I love the plot and psychological aspect tho, it's very very well written. Like just skip over some of the smut (though maybe there will be important stuff. If u give recs thank u very much I will give kisses. U aren't obligated to tho, it's ur life. But have a great day to all of u