like the author is being purposeful about how uncomfortable the sex scenes are cheoljin hiding his discomfort from not being able to feel pleasure from bottoming yet (rmb he has germaphobe tendencies) but also scared that minwoo will leave if he realizes. all of chealjin's tendencies make more sense if you realize deep down he's this traditional person who wants heart x body to be connected and is used to being sexually desired (but uncomfortable and prudish about it, even though he uses it as a tool) without being loved
meanwhile mw is definitely being selfish with chasing his pleasure (in contrast to how he's a considerate lover with others) because this is the only place where he feels he has control over cheoljin and also he feels like he's justified in being not considerate.
the payoff is in later chapters where minwoo starts being more considerate and cheoljin starts actually feeling pleasure and it's >>>>>>>> (hot!!!)
also in this chapter you have cheoljin still being manipulative by trying to get Norman's hairband off of minwoo by faking pleasure, distracting him etc -- cheoljin is super possessive and hates seeing ppl's things on minwoo! minwoo doesn't realize why cheoljin is fake moaning and just thinks cheoljin is playing with him -- again constant miscommunication. bc minwoo thinks cheoljin just toys with him but actually w/ minwoo's personality, he would be fine with cheoljin being manipulative if he realized it was bc cheoljin really liked him lolol.
like the author is being purposeful about how uncomfortable the sex scenes are cheoljin hiding his discomfort from not being able to feel pleasure from bottoming yet (rmb he has germaphobe tendencies) but also scared that minwoo will leave if he realizes. all of chealjin's tendencies make more sense if you realize deep down he's this traditional person who wants heart x body to be connected and is used to being sexually desired (but uncomfortable and prudish about it, even though he uses it as a tool) without being loved
meanwhile mw is definitely being selfish with chasing his pleasure (in contrast to how he's a considerate lover with others) because this is the only place where he feels he has control over cheoljin and also he feels like he's justified in being not considerate.
the payoff is in later chapters where minwoo starts being more considerate and cheoljin starts actually feeling pleasure and it's >>>>>>>> (hot!!!)
also in this chapter you have cheoljin still being manipulative by trying to get Norman's hairband off of minwoo by faking pleasure, distracting him etc -- cheoljin is super possessive and hates seeing ppl's things on minwoo! minwoo doesn't realize why cheoljin is fake moaning and just thinks cheoljin is playing with him -- again constant miscommunication. bc minwoo thinks cheoljin just toys with him but actually w/ minwoo's personality, he would be fine with cheoljin being manipulative if he realized it was bc cheoljin really liked him lolol.