Jesus Christ

Okay, so I am enjoying this a lot so far. (Long ahh ramble ahead)

Context; I have some pretty intense trauma around violence and CSA. Personally, reading works about it (CSA ONLY as a lore point… Not CSAM or anything fucking close to that) does help me cope a bit. I know that’s not true for everyone and I totally respect that. We all deal with our trauma differently, and this kinda story isn’t for everyone.

The older man does remind me of my abuser. Not exactly the same, but the fact that he’s portrayed as a father figure n shit makes it hit close to home. Suffice to say, I want to see his face get fucking pulverized, and for him to have a slow, gruesome death… (I acknowledge that my violent desire for that comes from my trauma, but that’s why fiction helps relieve me at times…)

But here’s the big issue; Why so many dislikes on similar comments talking about disliking the old predator? Are we fr? I have seen people defend rapist top characters before, and while I do feel ways about that, this feels almost entirely different… Way fucking worse.

Like, high probability he groomed the sub from since he was a minor, or barely legal. Obviously has him in a mentally dependent and extremely abusive relationship he can’t escape (or groomed to believe so). Has him addicted to hard drugs. Literally fetishizes his sexual abuse in artwork… This dude is the most slimy disgusting character I have seen in a BL work for a while.

I don’t care that he’s attractive or a dilf. I like dilfs a lot, but just cause he’s attractive doesn’t mean shit. He’s human scum, and I think the cowardly little shits putting all those dislikes on comments know they can’t defend this absolute garbage excuse of a man.

Take this from someone whose been in therapy most of my life… ya’ll need it too. It gets to a point, and this shit ain’t fucking healthy