I am really confused by these comments if you have been reading this story from the beginn...

I am really confused by these comments if you have been reading this story from the beginning you should not be surprised by the current events in this chapter. From the very beginning we have seen that Chase is severely depressed and on a regular wishes for death. The fact he has done so much drugs hoping not to wake up to escape his reality no one should be surprised that he is tired and just wants to end things at this point. Josh has not talked to him at this point on whether they would continue their relationship and the bodyguard contract is up so of course his mental state is worse than before. If your unable to take seriously depression and how it can effect someone you probably shouldn’t be reading this story. Especially if you can’t empathize with Chase and take seriously the things he has gone through in the past and present please just move on to another story instead of talking shit in comments.