I was reading a bl where it starts out with the MC's room getting flooded ruining all of his photos. He has memory troubles and in the flash backs it shows a story of a black deer spirit being born and other animals coming through to be with it they are all covered in flowers and the deer gets sad when they die. There is an area in The woods that is blocked off and when he goes in he passes out and he goes back home all cut up. The love interest says he always carries bandaids because he gets hurt so often and is mad knowing he went in The woods and it has something to do with The deer. The mc has brown hair small and cute the love interest has black hair smokes and has symmetrical line tattoos. I can't explain well and cannot find it!!!
I was reading a bl where it starts out with the MC's room getting flooded ruining all of his photos. He has memory troubles and in the flash backs it shows a story of a black deer spirit being born and other animals coming through to be with it they are all covered in flowers and the deer gets sad when they die. There is an area in The woods that is blocked off and when he goes in he passes out and he goes back home all cut up. The love interest says he always carries bandaids because he gets hurt so often and is mad knowing he went in The woods and it has something to do with The deer. The mc has brown hair small and cute the love interest has black hair smokes and has symmetrical line tattoos. I can't explain well and cannot find it!!!