That's too advanced for bl
Is that a question or a prayer?
OUROBOROS：ウロボロス (bl)
This is actually has more complex story and I’ve never liked love triangle before but this is the only exception
Maybe try color recipe
Lol
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/black_lotus/ open ending, but they are not together at the end
the mc gets away from his or her abuser/rapist and is healing and doesn't go back to him or forgive him even if the abusive ex regrets and grovels
bl or straight