hai i read this story and honestly i hate the ml so badly it kind of ruins the story for me. that said the art is absolutely gorgeous i feel drawn to it, the plot is really good as well. i love the way the author writes about the music and how they both feel about art. but really, the ml sucks so hard i cant even sympathize with him and all i can think abt is that my son, my innocent poor son is turning into heejae. i hate this relationship bc there is absolutely no character development, the professor is still a piece of shit and he doesn’t even know how to say sorry, that sucks.

I feel like heejae obviously adores garam, but his standards and love are so overbearing, that he forgets garam is first and foremost, an independent person with free will. heejae wants garam to always cater to his needs and wants, and ignores it when garam explicitly expresses his own (like the christmas performance) I was so hyped for sweet moments but this codependent couple just has to fight every chapter