I found myself thinking angels situation even before the climax and thought they was no ot...

I found myself thinking angels situation even before the climax and thought they was no other way to call what happened to angel as anything as a blessing, the erasure of all his painful memories, everything that gave him anguish and anxiety and giving him a blank slate and wings it couldn't be interpreted as anything else, then even giving him kouki so he could be loved one last time it's all too much
I wish death actually worked like that I would have jumped out this building rn