I'm looking for a bl manga (big angst/died lover) The mc was a student who wanted to end ...

I'm looking for a bl manga (big angst/died lover)

The mc was a student who wanted to end his life because of the bullying and everything he was going through, but before he could do it, another student saved him. This student (the ml) was really kind, he wasn't super popular or anything, he was on one of the school's sports teams. After that, they grew really close to each other.


Their relationship was kind of more than friends but not officially dating (they loved each other) the ml was always there for him, helping him through everything and becoming the most important person in his life.


After graduation, the mc moved abroad, leaving the country, so they had to separate. They stayed in touch for a while. but later thev lost contact.
About four years later, the mc came back.


He wanted to reunite with the person he loved the most, only to find out that he had died by suicide two years earlier. He was completelv shocked and broken; that the person who saved him from ending everything, ended it himself


Later, the mc started working at a school where he found out his lover's younger brother was a student, the younger brother had become a troublemaker and was always getting involved with bad people because he never recovered from his brother's death ( he hates him for leaving him alone..)

Feeling responsible, the mc decided to look after him, to help the younger brother, he also tried to show him how much his brother had truly loved him, at the same time, the mc began discovering the real reasons behind his lover's suicide and everything that had happened before his death