I think I've finally found my new hidden gem. It's been such a long time since I was this ...

I think I've finally found my new hidden gem. It's been such a long time since I was this invested in a yaoi series and enjoyed reading one this much.

One thing I'll never get tired of is an uke with absolutely no self respect who gets treated like trash, and i don't mean physical way but psychological one as being ignored, left out, overlooked, taken for granted, always being the one who cares more...that kind of emotional neglect gets me every single time, it hits harder than anything else for me, and Istg nobody gets it like do (*´ｪ｀*)

Unrequited love has always been my favourite trope by far, but for me it's not just unrequited love itself that I'm obsessed with, like not every one sided romance or pushover uke gives me this feeling. There's a very specific kind of emotional pain I'm looking for. I love when the mc keeps giving and giving despite never being appreciated, can't bring themselves to let go, and knowing they aren't being valued, They're always the afterthought, never the first choice, yet they keep enduring it because they love too much. That quiet heartbreak is exactly what gets me...im so into it

It's such a specific feeling that it's honestly hard to explain. Most stories with these tropes don't match what i look for, but every once in a while, I'll come across one that gets it exactly right, and when it happened, im the happiest person alive to find a story that delivers that exact kind of emotional pain i search for