Nain is disappointed because Amon and the High Priest are erasing his memories with incense and it happened when he was resting at his tent in the hunting grounds when he came out and forgot about parrots or made it seem like he forgot about them his closest servants lied to him about them because they know that they're erasing his memories on purpose so he's more obedient. Rue realised that he actually remembered and knows that they lied to him when he rewarded gwen. I think that Rue becoming a leshah is because he couldn't endure serving Nain like this and I think he will have more things he can do to help Nain, but I'm not 100% sure abt this. Correct me if I'm wrong (=・ω・=)

Sorry, guys! I really need some help and understanding this chapter… Sorry, sorry sorry! I’m just really confused with what I just read and I read it twice… I guess cause a lot of time has gone by from one chapter to another, and I read other stuff in between… This just got really confusing please if someone could explain what is going on with Nain… Why is he so angry and I guess disappointed… And this whole situation with Rue Now becoming a Leshah… We’re gonna say I’m so confused. I don’t know what’s going on… Please take pity on me and help me… Someone please explain… Thank you