It’s her first ever relationship. What do you want her to do? She’s not good at expressing herself what she said many times she’s a people pleaser, which is why she put other people feelings over her own. She does love aya but she scared aya will fall out of love with her if she tells her why she decided to not play the guitar the way she wanted and why she decided to hold back and let that band take over. Which she later quit. She just doesn’t understand how to express her feelings freely because in the past, she was bullied for the things she like like so since she learned to hold back and just do what people want it.

every update is mostly frustrating, and I'm starting to get pissed off on Mitsuki. I'll just read everything else in one go.