hedari

It’s her first ever relationship. What do you want her to do? She’s not good at expressing herself what she said many times she’s a people pleaser, which is why she put other people feelings over her own. She does love aya but she scared aya will fall out of love with her if she tells her why she decided to not play the guitar the way she wanted and why she decided to hold back and let that band take over. Which she later quit. She just doesn’t understand how to express her feelings freely because in the past, she was bullied for the things she like like so since she learned to hold back and just do what people want it.

Bruh I understand why Mitsuki acts this way, her past and personality makes her acts this way, but it doesn't necessarily mean it's less frustrating to read, no? it doesn't make me less piss off as well. A character can be "well" written and still can be frustrating. That's exactly where Im at right now and exactly why i said "I'll marinate this for a few weeks" coz reading their lack of communication weekly feels more frustrating than just to binge reading it

And we're all aware of that but its still frustrating to see. Especially when Aya was trying to communicate with her and Mitsuki tried to push off the issue and get intimate.

No one dislikes Mitsuki and even though we know about her communication issues it's upsetting especially for Aya who is honestly being really side lined right now. And for her to say "love isn't enough" or whatever without even TRYING to communicate is making everyone irked. They'll overcome it but until then ppl are annoyed with the lack of effort.