Do you know where you can read/get the novel? And does the novel have a different ending than this one?
I actually really liked the story and the characters but this is hella devastating for me right now I would love to read the original im hopes that it's better
You can find it in novelupdates, though it's not fully translated yet. I just used google translate and directly read from some website before. The novel is more detailed compared to this one, they skipped so many parts that you wouldn't be able to feel the angst when mc died lol, it's just surprising or sudden. But in the novel, you will feel their raw emotions, especially ML, he's so pitiful in that scene. How their relationship transform into a romantic one was also explained clearly. As for the ending, it's quite the same but there's more than that.
Thank you so much I'll definitely try reading the novel
So much has been skipped, and now it's the ending, I should probably reread the novel to satisfy my cravings.