I want to read but not until after it's past a certain part

Already waaaay past that. We’re in the lovey dovey stage now after everything came to light.

U mean the one where dohyun's secret will come out?? If yes, then no we are not at that part yet. It will I think take some ch to reach that part.

Oh man there’s more angst???

Thanks, I'll let it cook a bit more then. I had a hard enough time with it when I read the novel.

Yeah and I cried reading that part in the novel.

Same. （￣へ￣）

could you.. perhaps.. give a spoiler?

Spoiler ( I will try to tell the things I remember)


Yeon's mother is a very influential person in the country and is always in the news, but nobody knew that Yeon was her son.

Basically, Dohyun approached Yeon because of Yeon's mother at the start, four years ago. This was because Dohyun was an orphan, and the family that adopted him had something to do with Yeon's mother. The phone calls Dohyun received were from Yeon's mother. She had appointed him to get reports about Yeon.

Yeon had been controlled by his mother since childhood, and he hated that people only approached him because his mother had sent them. Even his friend from America, Daniel, who appeared in the story, became close to him because of his mother. Because of this, Yeon hated the fact that the people closest to him were never truly his people.

When the truth came out, Yeon was completely broken. He believed Dohyun had stayed by his side not because of love, but because of his mother. However, Dohyun had genuinely fallen in love with Yeon. He was just terrified that Yeon would abandon him after learning the truth. You can already see the signs in the current chapters, where Dohyun keeps trying to show Yeon, through both his actions and words, how important he is to him.

Although Dohyun first approached Yeon because of his mother four years earlier, when they met again at university, he approached him because he had already started developing feelings for him. That's why he was hesitant to like Yeon in uni at the start because he thought if Yeon came to know the truth Yeon is the one who will be hurt the most in this case.

Later, when Yeon was about to be in danger ( because the truth of him being suhyang ( yeon's mother) son came out) , Dohyun went to Yeon's mother and told her that he would take Yeon to his house. He admitted that he likes Yeon and that he planned to tell him the whole truth about the past himself. He specifically asked her not to interfere because he wanted to confess everything personally


However, Yeon's mother twisted the situation because she wanted to keep controlling Yeon. As a result, Yeon found out the truth before Dohyun could tell him. Heartbroken, he broke up with Dohyun, crying and asking, "Why did you do this to me?" Dohyun desperately begged him to listen, but Yeon walked away.

The day they broke up Yeon cried so much and dohyun just grabbed his wrist begging him not to leave / abandon him.

And when they will get together that day dohyun will cry and Yeon will hold him.

Yeah, I'm just waiting to get past that to the actual happy stuff before I start reading again. I want to be able to power through it in a day and move on to the good stuff. But I can't just read up to that point either because I'm tense knowing it will happen.

Thank you so much for indulging me and for the time spent in writing this!!! Okay that saved me from a lot of heartbreak. I’ll also put this on hold first and wait until it’s past this point of the story.

Ah my pleasure <3

Yeah... it's better to wait than to be left on a cliffhanger every week.