also i know communication is key in a relationship but genuinely nobody get's how embarrassing it is to communicate your feeling with someone who would never relate to you or truly understand you. Yohan is deadass an angel and ik he would NEVER say anything negative about semin, but he grew up with a silver spoon in his mouth and never had to worry sick about how he is going to meet end so telling him all that must be such an humilation ritual for semin. I love semin so much omg nobody know how brave he is

i normally don't like the rich x poor trope bcs it often has very classist writting but i really love how semin being poor isn't some secondary thing about him that isn't really important. it's centred point of his story and the author genuinely show the struggle of being poor and the long lasting impact it has on you.