and now im thinking about how bottom noticed top got better in bed despite his inexperience but he had no clue at the time that it was partially bc he slept with other guys.. haha. and the top said "i dont want to see anyone else"??? but failed to mention he already technically had?????? idk.. if i was the bottom, that alone, wouldve made me question the sincerity in his words and make me doubtful of the relationship entirely. the way he said it insinuated he hasnt and will not be seeing anyone and i would be shocked too (shocked is an understatement) if i learned it was a "lie" and he did in fact see someone else
Well he was seeing other people because uke told him to.. even tho he didnt really want anyone else
if you told someone to go sleep with other people and they said: "i don't want to see anyone other than you"
would you think they have slept with other people or no? i feel like a better response would've been "i have slept with other ppl and it confirms that i just want you"
It doesn't matter whether they slept with other people or not. If I said to them to go sleep with other people, I dont have leg to stand on. And its not really about the sex, he isnt saying he only wants to have sex with him, he wants to have relationship with him
throughout the story i thought that the top was really dedicated to the bottom and only had eyes for him, but after that last chapter my perception of what was originally a sweet puppy-love story dissipated in an instant. I mean yea they weren't official so no 'obligations' but the story lost all its charm and im left with a bad aftertaste esp since top said "i was acc thinking of u while fucking another dude" same thing cheaters say to try to rectify their relationship...