i regret reading the novel ... it was just like reading a horror story where mc never escapes and is doomed forever. They "love" each other but it certainly doesnt feel that way.
detailed spoilers:
He feels resentful that his gift was only an afterthought from preparing wedding gifts and feels like a fool for thinking he meant more to the ML.
So, a few days before the ML's official wedding day, he plans an elaborate scheme to escape and lay low in a remote hut to hide out for a few months before planning to reuniting with his father (who will retreat to a country-side residence due to his declining health) away from the main house where the ML will live with his new wife, since he can't bear to stand the humiliation of being a toy to someone he loves who 'does not love him back'. He spikes the meal of a servant ML brought to monitor MC with the help of his attendant and slips away without being caught. He runs away with his attendant, sells important belongings that could identify him, and disguises himself as a monk all in order to shake off trail of ML, who after discovering his disappearance, personally searches for MC himself with bounty hunters. After almost getting caught but narrowly escaping, he set up a house in the mountains close to a village.
ML appears out of the blue and captures his attendant who went to the mountains to collect mushrooms and threatens him to expose MC's whereabouts. MC was not in the house at the time bc he was worriedly searching for the attendant when he did not return before sunset, and came back in time to witness the scene of ML interrogating his attendant. He attempts to run into the mountains to evade ML, but ML ofc notices and chases after him. He gets caught and dragged back to the mountain house where he gets thoroughly punished (18+). ML is super mad and threatens to lock up MC if he dares to run away again and forces MC to promise that he will stay forever with him. After punishment, ML promises that he will never get with anyone except MC bc he realized that MC loved him when he found a box hidden in MC's room containing documents that exposed ML's family was guilty of treason and were executed, which MC could have used to have ML be executed, but MC purposely did not betray ML despite "hating" him. ML thinks MC ran away to get the ML to call off the wedding to chase MC. MC reacted with "???"
They return back to the house where both get scolded by the father, ML gets scolded for calling off the wedding to search for MC and ruining potential boost of family standing, while MC gets scolded for running away without notice and not taking studies seriously.
ML appeases father's fury by promising that he will tutor MC to pass exams to be scholar in 3 years time and father agrees. After father leaves to the country-side, ML promises to MC that he will love him in place of MC's dead mother and father's absence and swears to become MC's right hand man so MC can be the household lead. ML allegedly becomes more gentle-- except for when he's tutoring-- towards MC. The end. (They don't depict much happy relationship stuff afterwards)
(sorry it's so long, hi if you read till the end)
looking for the BL manhua where the MC dies and lives as someone else while his “enemy” mourns his death because his “enemy” actually liked him. I think the MC was an actor in the manhua but I’m not sure.
Im not sure but it kinda sounds like http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/geu_kkeute_issneun_geos/?MW4e but idk
reminds me of the comic on WebComics
it's called Best Actors Life: Take-Two
check it out
https://www.webcomicsapp.com/comic/5cf7297762661d743c397074
the plot seems similar to me
I think they needed a separation because no one can save you besides yourself so i'm not complaining about the ending in that sense. BUT. nothing was resolved before leaving each other to work on themselves. Did Yoojoon know Jiho was being assaulted and was stuck in an abusive relationship? Did he know he has abandonment issues because of his dead mom and being abused by his dad? He did not understand the depth of Jiho's suffering and probably holds some resentment because he does not know. They probably have side stories lined up but it still pisses me off that authors use side stories to resolve issues brought over from the main story. What does side story mean to you?? I've never reacted so viscerally to a manhwa where my hands were shaking and i couldn't eat bc of the story contents. The poorly executed ending was the cherry on top to piss me off. I'm writing this long ahh paragraph just to cope with how much i'm tweaking right now.
RIGHT IM SO FUCKING MADD, THEY SHOULD AT LEAST HAVE A RECONCILIATION LIKE A REAL ADULT. THEY NEED TO TALK OF WHAT THINGS THEY MISSED W EACH OTHER
FR. & they glossed over his self harm wayyy too fast. it was seen once and never addressed again. If the side stories are just purely fucking and barely any talking i'm going to write the full government name of the fucker who rec me this bs manhwa in the death note
RIGHTT?? LESS FUCKING AND MORE TAMING PLS. i hate men fucking so muchhh, PLS FUCKING TALK LIKE A REAL ADULT