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Apologizing for my disgusting lack of faith

Lipilu August 2, 2026 6:59 pm

I think I started to read this several times before dropping at chap 2 or 3. Honestly, MC isn't the type I vibe with and when he made such a big deal about the punishment, I literally said, "what a pussy" out loud ╥﹏╥ I need self reflection... I've been brainwashed by all those crazy protags that nonchalantly brush it off and power through. But actually yeah, go to the hospital if you're coughing blood! I'd think I'd be dying too bruh. Anyone on the fence about his character, there is development! And it's nice seeing such a flawed character in a very real way. I love how the author tackled his growth while still maintaining who he is. Only complaint? The system ofc. Who needs antis with it around?

Responses
    IceTea_ddiction August 5, 2026 7:30 am

    i feel you there!! for me, i've read to idk 5 times.. and kept dropping this. but this month, i force myself to keep reading to the current chapter, and boy oh boy i'm hooked

    Fuyuha10 August 5, 2026 8:06 am

    Same same with me! Ugh he's so unbearable at the beginning, but he's growing on me after trying so hard to keep reading
    I also dropped this several times, but after i managed to reach at the very least 30++ chapter oh boy-- i love this so much
    He's growing slow but after his first character development, he continuously developing into a decent leader

    Lipilu August 9, 2026 3:15 am
    Same same with me! Ugh he's so unbearable at the beginning, but he's growing on me after trying so hard to keep readingI also dropped this several times, but after i managed to reach at the very least 30++ chap... Fuyuha10

    Absolutely! I feel like he got so much more tolerable after that first hurdle and kept improving from there

    Lipilu August 9, 2026 3:16 am
    i feel you there!! for me, i've read to idk 5 times.. and kept dropping this. but this month, i force myself to keep reading to the current chapter, and boy oh boy i'm hooked IceTea_ddiction

    So ballsy of the author to make such an unlikable mc hoping we'll stick with it I need that kinda confidence bc it sure paid off lol