No it's really good just keep going
Be like dory but instead of "Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming" you go Just keep reading, reading, reading and maybe you'll fall inlove with the story (*ゝω・)ﾉ
Honestly I regret reading it. The characters frustratingness don't get any better in fact it gets worse I genuinely can't believe the author decided to go thete it was so disappointing as a read
Spoilers ahead rant
I thought this story had potential at first and the main character is very likeable and enjoyable. The side characters are less important as the story goes on... But the side characters are better and more interesting than the main love interest. I have red stories where the character is psychotic and a red flag in a similar way but this character is done so poorly. And their relationship is awful. Yes, I get that with such a crazy character the relationship would never be healthy but the victim blaming, guilt tripping, and wanting to prevent the mc from living life (not wanting him to go to work, not meeting with friends, etc) isn't as bad as their relationship being painted as "better" than his other toxic exes. The main love interest assaults him, refuses to stop when he's asked to stop, does not care about the bodily harm or bad condition his "relentless railing"(as the mc called it) does to the mc. The flow of the story is off and I read that most people are confused mostly at the beginning but even more than halfway through the story.
I can't recommend this in any way, not even for the art. The beginning was interesting but the more I read the worse it got and it left me feeling uncomfortable and worse. It is never resolved much trauma the mc has and he is still a victim in this toxic relationship. Just because his new lover doesn't beat him he still gaslights him and wrongs him. He got mad at the mc for having other boyfriends after they broke up but he felt no remorse for hooking up with random women (and men? All we know for certain is his ex girl) despite claiming to "only care about and obsessively love the mc" and considering the mc to have cheated/wronged him for seeing other people. Just bad all around. Woojin is completely awful and utterly unlikable. And yet the author makes the mc delude himself into thinking that everything is because of woojin. "Its because of him that Im ok with kissing or bed" "its because of him that im happy" even changing it to woojin apparently being his first kiss which makes no sense since his first kiss was with the boyfriend he caught them which is the entire reason woojin started to pursue him psychically. The story makes it out that the mc was only ever in love with woojin and that the ONLY reason he dated anyone else was to get over him. Which is ridiculous. Despite the ex from the beginning being trash as well, during their time together the mc claimed to love him and be happy. The author is trying to make the mc and woojin relationship seem more romantic but it fails hardcore. The mc could have loved other people but STILL love woojin and it could have still been his most meaningful and strong love, but instead everything revolves around is blamed on mc "only loving woojin".
Woojin is constantly described as crazy even by the main character but despite knowing his flaws- he never once tries to change. And no "just maiming not killing his ex" does not count as him changing his flaws. He literally commints arson and assault. At the end of the story he commints assault AGAIN this time while the person is in a hospital bed. He spares one drunk old man after he gets mad. Then the mc says "he is so kind. It makes me feel more guilty"... as if he didnt literally sabotage his past relationships and beat people. At the end the mc feels guilt for exposing his ex for domestic abuse because he ised to love/date him. Mc has a serious guilt conplex/trauma that is never properly addressed. Instead he is constantly blamed and suffering hardship which makes it even worse. At the start woojin gets mad at mc for avoiding him, at the end he yet again guilts him for supposedly avoiding him, at least he apologizes for getting mad (then lies to the mcs face with no remorse) but even then never once acknowledgement of how awful the things mc went through. He even laughed in his face when the mc first brought up how traumatic the grandfather catching them together was. The only character development woojin gets is 4 chapters before the end and even then it was just being decent and having a proper conversation with the mc. Frustrating and unenjoyable read. I get that most peopoe are reading it for the 18+ scenes but it starts with noncon that leaves the mc in pain so I don't think even that is worth reading this for. Plus woojin is unrealistically big and forces it into the mc without prepping which would have lead to bleeding ir fissure, yea its fiction and all but still is bad imo. Its so off putting and awful. Mc describes it as the "first time he felt like he was going to die while doing it". And continues to describe being intimate with his partner as feeling like he's going to die (begs to stop but woojin never once listens) and passes out almost every time during it, even in the last chapter. Other stories have done large sizes correct. At least prep properly. The ending of the story is SO BAD. Made me regret wasting any time reading any part of this.
just say fuck bro youre not gonna get banned
Hmmm interesting. I dont usually mind pushy MLs but pushy ML + everyone else that's pushy is just not my cup of tea because i CANNOT with that. I dont know why. But i esily emphathize with the one that' usually being victimize (wetger ML or MC) when theyre already going through somthing. Like. Cut them some slacl. I do want to read your spoiler rants coz i can tell we might be agreeing on a lot of things. Ill give this a few chap reads to get a bit of the plot. Thanks for the honest opinion!
Same, I don't mind a pushy ML done right, especially when they're really down bad for the MC. You're welcome for the opinion! Honestly I really liked some of the characters and was excited to read this so my disappointment was greater when the story just..... wasn't good. I really don't know what the author was thinking feel free to let me know your thoughts once you've read more!
THIS IS A FUCKEN TRAIN WREAK. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ i shoulda listened to you. i stopped when there were 10 chaps left of the main story and i just breezed through it after. i HATE some of these readers who are "aaaaaaw". to them, i hope this type of love find them. i agree 100% with your rant. it's so sad and so frustrating coz it has SO MUCH potential. like there are scenes when emotions were truly high and honest and then like the author just backtracks and put on "cutsie angry chibi reactions and funny back and forth banter" completely minimizing potential honest dialogues. ML teasing MC just ruining the overall mood with his as holery (sorry are you a minor? please dont mind the language). ML God complex is what happens when a manhwa's goal is to really ruin my day.
Lol its ok im 27. Yea i didnt want to be too mean because i know mangas are hard to create but this story sucks it really did have potential but it's honestly one of the worst fumbles I've ever read. I seriously regretted reading this and I'm shocked anyone can enjoy it like as you said when the ML is quite possibly one of the worst characters I've ever seen
chap 5 and effing HELL!!!!! i CANNOT WITH EFFING EVERYONE. everyone is being sus and this dark haired guy is being hostile then laugh PWAHAHAHAHA WTF!! WHILE borderline assaulting mc let alone not caring of personal space. I NEED someone to tell me if this is worth it. i know im still in chap 5 but if this goes on for another 45 chaps and i have to sit through all that,i might finish a pack after just quitting