You might be dumb
What is it that you don't understand?
The feelings shared
The feelings between the characters? Or what feelings exactly?
Yes , it's not love for sure , i mean the main character with his partners, what is it he's looking for exactly in relations and am confused whether he's in love with the short black haired dude or is it just attachement
Ah, you mean Takatora and his feelings. Well, I think Takatora had genuine feelings for Kameyama (Kameyama also, imo, helped Takatora live out that alpha lifestyle by having someone he wants to care for and pamper, but Kameyama isn't the type of person for traditional gender roles, so they were too incompatible at the end of the day), but because his own insecurities around his omega identity and very different world views got the best of him (especially wanting a child, knowing Kameyama wants to be child free), it broke them apart. I think what Takatora felt for Arisaka (his first relationship in high school) was more so lust, maybe some feelings and care mixed (as shown when he was talking about wanting to take care of Arisaka and his dreams), as he was his first intimate experience with the same secondary gender after his omega manifestation, and the first omega Takatora could practice the alpha gender role with imo. However, what Takatora displays a lot besides some actual feelings towards most partners is some sort of possessiveness and his partners are often used for him to play out his alpha performance fantasy, so sometimes, it feels like partners are more so accessories than actual people for him, which opens up this emotional rift between Takatora and others. But I think Takatora truly admired and respected Kameyama (black haired guy), and learned from him. As to Takatora and his relationship with Osuzume, I'm a bit unsure what he feels with the information we have now, but I'm guessing Takatora sees his own alpha image ideal in Osuzume, which draws him to an omega who seemingly doesn't look like his usual type (Takatora usually goes for the dainty, small omegas). That for sure indicates some complicated feelings, but they're yet to develop imo. As of now, to me, Osuzume feels a bit like a rebound, almost a consolation prize for Takatora after the 7 year (I think?) relationship with Kameyama. I think Kameyama was his one genuie love so far.
I think he does actually have feelings for Kameyama, with how deeply he's affected by their breakup. It's just that with the fked up way he's raised he is def not the most introspective of his own feelings? Nor is it make him less prone to making the most unexpected turn of a decision whenever shit happen. Theres also the implication of him possibly being polyamorous so...
Thank u for explaining in such great way and for the good analysis + i think takatora understand the world of omegas but deeply can't accept he belongs to it
He definitely is
You're very welcome and you're very spot on with that observation about Takatora! That's actually a very precise way of putting it. He understood it more and more, especially with Kameyama's deep insight and the omega highschool class, but he struggles with accepting it for himself because he was socialized to be an alpha.
am i dumb ? I can't understand what's happening here ☠