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FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop August 23, 2026 8:30 am

You know what? I'll just cope by thinking the author wants to give us a full course meal after edging us with all the appetizers... Not even appetizers, just tiny drops of blood........ Th-that will just make the experience of them boning balls deep that much hotter, right? Right??

FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop August 20, 2026 9:08 am

Yeah, for old yaoi standards, kinda fresh, kinda kinky, but when I see a sadist bottom on the cover and in the title, I wanna see a truly sadistic bottom. Their BDSM play consisted of the top begging for the bottom to be his queen, some sexy (and tbh cool) fetish wear, the bottom being a bit of a dom for a very brief moment (I liked it when he served dom faces), and then just him getting railed by the top who, tbh, felt more like wearing the label sub and masochist than actually living it. (Even the play was always cut short when they could've got to the actually kinky parts - pain, humiliation, restriction, asphyxiation, etc. Best we got is a bit of sounding... BOORING) He was manipulative af and that took away from the bottom's dominance imo. He didn't have enough playing field to take over the top, so instead, it was the top dominating the relationship, moulding and pushing it the way he wanted to (which was acknowledged in the story briefly; also the top's 'sadistic heart', which we didn't see much of though apart from the confrontation with the shit ass brother). Dunno, this whole story with its lackluster BDSM moments felt like it was cosplaying BDSM more than being BDSM. Pretty kinky harness clothes and a bottom who rides the top and has him on a leash at times doesn't make for good, true BDSM and especially not a story with a truly dominant, sadistic bottom. (Bottom was whiny af and had avoidant attachment, that's it lol) This story baited me.

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FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop September 25, 2025 9:15 pm

Y'all, I need a slow burn BL full of desire and intensity. I hate when they get at it from chapter 1 or even in the first 10 chapters.

Something with tension and intensity building up over time and as the relationship progresses, I don't want them to just decide they wanna fuck and then go together like that.

Can be toxic (no rape/non con tho), can be a enemies to lovers or even enemies to enemies who fuck trope, or no trope at all, as long as there is desire, infatuation , eroticism and a good plot. Thanks in advance! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop September 3, 2025 11:45 pm

I have BL burnout. Recommend me something so good I get out of it lovelies

    Felix_uki September 3, 2025 11:57 pm

    Assuming you don't want any bl rn! Maybe try reading An Animal Hospital in the Border Area.

    kim soleum September 4, 2025 12:18 am

    this happens to me a lot especially after i force myself to get thru mid yaoi but “checkmate” (by tan) got me out of a particularly bad one

    and if you don’t wanna read yaoi i recommend “trash of the counts family”

    FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop September 4, 2025 2:22 am
    Assuming you don't want any bl rn! Maybe try reading An Animal Hospital in the Border Area. Felix_uki

    I'm open to anything, and also good BL. Thanks for the recs

    FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop September 4, 2025 2:23 am
    this happens to me a lot especially after i force myself to get thru mid yaoi but “checkmate” (by tan) got me out of a particularly bad one and if you don’t wanna read yaoi i recommend “trash of the cou... kim soleum

    Yeah, mid stuff and also a long list of things I want to read but kinda can't get into. Will check it out, thanks

    aarz September 4, 2025 7:50 am

    i’ve seen that max mojave’s case was in your want to read list and please read it it’s one of my all time fav stories it’s written really well also i just got done reading this story and is definitely on my top stories also it’s also very satisfying how well the art progresses throughout the story i’ve taken 10+ ss of the art alone https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/radio_storm/

    FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop September 12, 2025 2:36 am
    i’ve seen that max mojave’s case was in your want to read list and please read it it’s one of my all time fav stories it’s written really well also i just got done reading this story and is definitely ... aarz

    Just noticed this comment now for some reason lol, thanks , will do, can't pick UNTIL THIS DAY what I want to read

    aarz September 12, 2025 6:14 am
    Just noticed this comment now for some reason lol, thanks , will do, can't pick UNTIL THIS DAY what I want to read FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop

    honestly choose the shortest story out of all our suggestions and go from there!

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