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FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop want to do ( All 1 )

fix sleep schedule

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Wtf is this, it's giving AoT in the worst way possible   5 reply
04 07,2025
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I fucked a dude who was already in a relationship and the fact he was taken, yet participated in cheating with me turned me on a lot. I loved especially how he's been eyeing me for a while (I'm in a drinking group, we're a circle of 40+ people), compared me to his girlfriend and found traits of mine superior to hers. It was the best sex I've had in......   3 reply
14 06,2024

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Pro capitalism, pro patriarchy, racist, sexist, transphobic shit - all of that would disqualify someone from being my friend in the first place. If I do find it out, I'd just end the friendship because hatred as well as ignorance about or worse, the agreement with the exploitation of humans and nature aren't valid political stances or opinions, and......   reply
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BL: this one tall dude is kinda cold and arrogant, but he's hot and somewhat alluring, and people like him. The bottom is twinky and has rather low confidence, and he's part of this annoying group of friends who are never there for him when he needs them, for example when the bottom is balls deep drunk somewhere. The bottom is kinda naive, kinda de......   2 reply
26 days
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Mfs talk about how climate change is a myth while tiger mosquitoes are coming to Germany and coming from the Balkans myself, I'm experiencing similar heat in Middle Europe where I SHOULD NOT experience it to that degree (lol). I'm using a single ventilator to cool off and shits rough   reply
29 days
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I have already.   reply
23 05,2026
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We should collectively all stop working all over the world to submit the capitalist parasitic class to ourselves and show them who truly runs the economy and creates value. The privatization of literally everything is the biggest fucking scam in our history. A small percentage of people claiming ownership over lands, living spaces, and basic necess......   reply
23 05,2026

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Okay, so, many authors who write under the umbrella of a genre regarded as darker, more mature or psychological tend to bring in some form of rape, SA, etc. To me, it seems like the genre is used as guise to draw, visualize, and to an extent, satisfy some sort of abuse and rape fetish, cause why do we need a whole ass chapter of depicted SA with all the bodily fluids, panting, blushing, etc.?

Also, and this is my main point, it's *lazy* writing with no creativity whatsoever. What do you mean, the only shit thing that happens in life is rape? What do you mean, dark, twisted and psychological means fucking up some twink and his asshole? There are so many forms of abuse, some very subtle, others have nothing to do with sex or sexuality, or aren't as overt, so why only depict rape? Life throws so many stones at ya, you could depict so many things. But it's always rape. BL is super rapey. It's no different than regular ass porn on porn hub.
30 12,2025
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Jokes and memes aside, do some or even most of you feel addicted to BL? (It can be applied to any romance genre, with smut btw.)

Does it impact your daily life?

Do you feel like you can't stop reading even if you want to stop, or sometimes read and escape into BL even if you just want to take a break, to do something else, or to sleep?

Is it a coping mechanism for you?

Do you find yourself scrolling and scrolling to find the next dopamine fix, the next story that hits the spot, the next BL that fills the void? But it's somehow never enough? Fear of missing out, you gotta read it all, consume it all?

Do you feel empty after many sleepless nights of reading, to an extent, the same shit, different packages?

Where does appreciation for love, story telling and art start, where does it end and turn into mindless consumption, gooning, escapism from a life you have no control over, and you just let it happen to you like a passive bystander too addicted to care about real problems, relationships, and circumstances?
06 07,2025
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Okay, so imagine a storyline, setting and plot similar to or inspired by Peaky Blinders, but in BL. Thomas Shelby-like character. Tragic love amidst a post-war criminal underground... THAT WOULD BE ABSOLUTE CINEMA IN THE REALM OF BL. I need this. I crave this. I want this.
29 06,2025

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did liked someone i shouldn't like

Liked a first cousin, an ex coworker 23 ys older than me and some hawt teachers I had back in senior high and collegeand

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did liked someone i shouldn't like

Teachers and professors, all the time lol. Daddy issues are strong with this one.

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did dropped a manga or webtoon

Harlequin stories are rally pathetic

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