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FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop want to do ( All 1 )

fix sleep schedule

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Wtf is this, it's giving AoT in the worst way possible   5 reply
04 07,2025
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I fucked a dude who was already in a relationship and the fact he was taken, yet participated in cheating with me turned me on a lot. I loved especially how he's been eyeing me for a while (I'm in a drinking group, we're a circle of 40+ people), compared me to his girlfriend and found traits of mine superior to hers. It was the best sex I've had in......   3 reply
14 06,2024

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Du bist gut genuuuuuuuuuug, du bist gut genuuuuuUuuuUuuug   reply
05 08,2026
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Don't get me started with the room temp IQ pissbrains who cry 'bUt iT's fIctiOn sO nO CHild wAs HaRmed' and 'you should be angry about real CSA, not pixels'. Holy strawman batman. So disgusting and slimy how some of those pedo brains try to spin it like you're not concerned about real kids, GTFO. The issue is, FUCKING CLEARLY, the fact such conten......   reply
05 08,2026
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Vomit. I'm an emetophobe.   reply
04 08,2026
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I just started reading guideverse and, although I find the guide×esper pairs with especially lots of angst and guide aversion and shit like that nice to read (although very repetitive at times), what you're saying is true, I'd actually love to see an esper×esper pair or guide×guide, maybe a regular ass human × guide/esper and the exploration of......   1 reply
02 08,2026
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That might hurt a bit. Might be a bit bloody. Might be a bit hot. But I'm ready for it. I'm ready for the axe.   reply
31 07,2026

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Okay, so, many authors who write under the umbrella of a genre regarded as darker, more mature or psychological tend to bring in some form of rape, SA, etc. To me, it seems like the genre is used as guise to draw, visualize, and to an extent, satisfy some sort of abuse and rape fetish, cause why do we need a whole ass chapter of depicted SA with all the bodily fluids, panting, blushing, etc.?

Also, and this is my main point, it's *lazy* writing with no creativity whatsoever. What do you mean, the only shit thing that happens in life is rape? What do you mean, dark, twisted and psychological means fucking up some twink and his asshole? There are so many forms of abuse, some very subtle, others have nothing to do with sex or sexuality, or aren't as overt, so why only depict rape? Life throws so many stones at ya, you could depict so many things. But it's always rape. BL is super rapey. It's no different than regular ass porn on porn hub.
30 12,2025
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Jokes and memes aside, do some or even most of you feel addicted to BL? (It can be applied to any romance genre, with smut btw.)

Does it impact your daily life?

Do you feel like you can't stop reading even if you want to stop, or sometimes read and escape into BL even if you just want to take a break, to do something else, or to sleep?

Is it a coping mechanism for you?

Do you find yourself scrolling and scrolling to find the next dopamine fix, the next story that hits the spot, the next BL that fills the void? But it's somehow never enough? Fear of missing out, you gotta read it all, consume it all?

Do you feel empty after many sleepless nights of reading, to an extent, the same shit, different packages?

Where does appreciation for love, story telling and art start, where does it end and turn into mindless consumption, gooning, escapism from a life you have no control over, and you just let it happen to you like a passive bystander too addicted to care about real problems, relationships, and circumstances?
06 07,2025
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Okay, so imagine a storyline, setting and plot similar to or inspired by Peaky Blinders, but in BL. Thomas Shelby-like character. Tragic love amidst a post-war criminal underground... THAT WOULD BE ABSOLUTE CINEMA IN THE REALM OF BL. I need this. I crave this. I want this.
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