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They love each other so much, yet their lives (and misery) are connected in such horrible ways. The angst here is immaculate.

Ew, instant turn off - bro just cums on sleeping, unconsenting MC' face.

He's supposed to be infatuated af and kinda unhinged, I get that, but bro, hold your horses, you can jerk off to him and yearn for him at home or something, while imagining him. USE YOUR IMAGINATION!

Cool characters so far and interesting plot, but the faces are so uncanny it's hard to look at them at times. Eerily symmetrical and doll-like. The sex is a bit too wet and liquid-drenched for my taste, but I like how the pheromones are drawn every time. Yisak is unhinged in the best way possible! It's always the blondies...

To pay off his parents’ debt, Hyeondo is sold into an arrangement as the fake fiancé of a powerfu...

This has everything super annoying in a story - miscommunication that's written so fucking annoying with how so much shit is on the nose yet the characters are written braindead so they don't recognize or address the elephant in the room and the miscommunication can be forced in the first place (aaaalll the countless times where MC being a manifesting omega was hinted at so apparently for the characters to miss or CHOOSE NOT TO ADDRESS it EVERY goddamn fucking time just so the AnGsT or whatever remains; soooo many times where MC is showing he's suppressing his feelings for ML, just for ML later on in the story to go - I have no clue what he's thinking... BRO, you've KNOWN FOR YEARS your friend likes you more than just as a friend, WTF DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T READ YOUR PSEUDO PARTNER OF 7 YEARS?!); a stupid ass medical professional MC who can't figure out for the love of his brain cells that he's experiencing secondary gender manifestation; a mentally ill ML who's known all this time he has childhood trauma affecting his perception of alpha-beta relationships, but instead of acknowledging it and attempting to deal with and unpack it especially given his childhood best friend is a beta who confesses to him, AND the fact he, himself, started secretly liking him in the past, he projects that disgust and hatred onto his friend, punishes MC for having feelings that trigger his trauma, and lets trauma take over completely in their dynamic, so much so he keeps MC on a leash because he can't just let himself fucking heal and love a beta. ML has started liking him long before MC confessed to him, yet the moment MC did, he blamed him for making it difficult and threatening the friendship, but then he goes on to propose they 'date' as to not lose each other... MOTHERFUCKER, YOU'VE HAD THOSE SAME FEELINGS!? OR DUNNO, YOU COULD'VE JUST NOT DONE IT CAUSE YOU'RE TOO TRAUMATIZED TO BE AROUND A BETA IN LOVE?! But no, you want to have your cake, and eat it, too. Not only that, you willingly keep someone around whose feelings you don't want to reciprocate, yet you get all touchy with him, hug him, rub yourself on his ass while he's asleep, while knowing he's harboring sexual desire for you, yet the moment he shows a reaction, you shame him. FUCK that ML - bro, you had MUTUAL feelings, you had wet dreams about MC... But again, you can't and don't want to deal with your trauma, you don't want to acknowledge that betas aren't disgusting, your friend isn't disgusting, that his feelings for you aren't disgusting - it's your childhood PTSD making it difficult, and BOTH characters are making it so difficult for themselves by having the communication skills of a brick wall and the emotional (self) awareness of rock. AND THEN DON'T GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON THE BETA WHO OF COURSE CONVENIENTLY TURNS INTO AN OMEGA AND GETS PREGNANT THE FIRST TIME THEY HAVE SEX, FUCK YOU, AUTHOR, FUCK YOU! Sure, instead of doing it the hard, the more interesting way where ML has to be confronted with his trauma and deals with the fact the one he loves is a beta who stays a beta, you go - nah, best I can do is say the dominant alpha wanted his beta friend to turn into an omega so much he was able to turn him with pheromone exposure, and oh, he has the recessive omega gene, so that explains it. SO FUCKING CONVENIENT, YEAH. You make EVERYTHING ELSE that shouldn't be that hard super hard, while making that one bit of interesting plot points too easy.

And of fucking course you make their first sexual encounter be in a rut so ML doesn't remember ANYTHING, (MORE MISUNDERSTANDINGS, FUCK YEAH), let the MC hide it all because he's afraid of triggering the ML, and then make a pregnant omega on the run out of the MC because yes, what this story riddled with solvable miscommunication and misinterpretations needs is exactly that - MORE secrecy around important information, more prolonging of the pile of misunderstandings, MORE OBSTACLES, yeah! Yeah, the conversations between the main characters especially have been so fun to read. Absolutely not so frustrating I want to rip my hair out (because they have the emotional intelligence of sea cucumbers, especially that damn ML)... You can only pile up so much misunderstanding on top of misunderstanding until the story is too overfilled with it to the point it feels like roaming in a jungle, balls deep in swamp and malaria. I hate so much about this but I hate myself even more and want to keep reading to see how and if this story, at any point, will deliver anything of actual substance, and have characters who try to think, notice, talk, and grow. I'm so fucking sure the pregnancy will be skipped and we won't even see a belly bump. And if the story decides to make the ML miss the whole pregnancy, or even worse, make it so MC has to hide the already born kid, I swear to God, I'm going to fucking lose it...

(Anyways, excited for updates)

Jo Yeon-o—an ultra-dominant Alpha, heir to the Haeseong Foundation, and CEO of Naban Gallery&m...

Is a medical professional - can't identify the symptoms of heat/secondary gender manifestation. Wtf is this story

If not romantic relationship, why romantic relationship shaped?

Jo Yeon-o—an ultra-dominant Alpha, heir to the Haeseong Foundation, and CEO of Naban Gallery&m...

I read the synopsis - please don't make this a beta turned omega, conveniently in a plot where the alpha hates betas... It would be so much more interesting to have the alpha accept a beta who STAYS a beta and move past his hatred for betas as sexual partners (for whatever reason).

For ten years, Hong Surim has been confined, hidden away by the powerful Baek family. Why? He’...

So, this was a mid read overall, although with a very loveable, strong willed, cute MC - he really made this worthwhile and I found his proposal at the end quite funny, the ML - to me, he's a bit of a spineless scumbag who didn't set firm boundaries with someone way too young for him to fuck and for that, as well as some of his behavior I've criticized in previous comments, he sucks. What annoyed me especially was the moment the MC broke down and blamed himself for 'using' the ML, and he didn't refute any of it... Just overall a very non-sympathetic character imo.

Nonetheless, great art tbh, very well drawn sex scenes especially, and nice character designs. That's probably the most positive aspect of this manhwa. This and the second couple - I would loooove to see sides or even better, a separate story for them! The BDSM alone, hello??!! And how they grilled the ML for being an old fart who snatched a 20 year old!! Iconic. But especially their kinky scene... Can't just dropthat in and then not showtheir relationship.

Uhh, yeah, it IS his fault, precisely. No protection was used from the start lol. For someone who acts so concerned about MC getting pregnant so young, that ML sure didn't do a single thing to prevent that from happening.

This is my early birthday present

Bro, he just got assaulted, why are you provoking him by pressing on his FRESH wounds, going down on him, saying you could 'do worse'?That's not the exposure therapy you think it is. Surim won't feel like he's in control in that situation and that he can relive and rewire his brain after the trauma. He already let it all out and hit that bastard. Let him be ffs. That ML is getting on my nerves every damn chapter.

At least the story is self aware enough, that doctor rightfully points out he's not a good person. Hard agree. The age and maturity gap is already disturbing enough, the crazy power imbalance is also more than enough, the fact the MC clearly does all this because he thinks that's the only way he can survive after being severely traumatized (he picks the least evil), yet the ML doesn't set firm enough boundaries when MC clings onto him, and goes as far as setting up a sexual contract with Surim - all of this is more than enough proof he sucks tbh.

-->The story wants: a bratty, empowered MC who gets what he wants from the seemingly bad boy, soft core ML of a corrupt family and plays him like a fiddle.

--> The story delivers: traumatized, super immature, childlike MC who's got a fun, headstrong personality, but at the end of the day, is exploited by a much older (jealous; the audacity!) man whose dick gets too hard for him to set a strong enough boundary and NOT fuck the MC who's in a very vulnerable position. So really, who's in control here? Cause it's definetly not the "bratty" MC.

I always find it very weird and off putting when couples with a huge age gap know each other from the past and one of them has already seen the other as a tiny lil kid. ML remembers him as a kid, still perceives the MC as one, and yet there's talk about fucking already and the ML is receptive to that. Kinda iffy.

... Not the book written by none other than the bag of feces Peter Thiel himself... Yeah, this ML is evil.

[Translated by Mosh Scans]In a world where innate traits determine everything.Inwoo, an Alpha from a...

A nice, proper omega × omega, but then it turns out to be so sinister... Still hot af, I love when omega tops get wet themselves and use their ass lubrication to butter up their dicks to fuck better. The sexism in this omegaverse hits home, too - the comment on 'ew, how do omegas even do it with each other, holes w. holes?!' reminds me so much of people, especially men, not taking sapphic relationships seriously irl, and also the way the MC experiences the burden of omega gender expectations the moment people know of his secondary gender shift. Way too short, this has potential to be so great tbh.