This has everything super annoying in a story - miscommunication that's written so fucking annoying with how so much shit is on the nose yet the characters are written braindead so they don't recognize or address the elephant in the room and the miscommunication can be forced in the first place (aaaalll the countless times where MC being a manifesting omega was hinted at so apparently for the characters to miss or CHOOSE NOT TO ADDRESS it EVERY goddamn fucking time just so the AnGsT or whatever remains; soooo many times where MC is showing he's suppressing his feelings for ML, just for ML later on in the story to go - I have no clue what he's thinking... BRO, you've KNOWN FOR YEARS your friend likes you more than just as a friend, WTF DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T READ YOUR PSEUDO PARTNER OF 7 YEARS?!); a stupid ass medical professional MC who can't figure out for the love of his brain cells that he's experiencing secondary gender manifestation; a mentally ill ML who's known all this time he has childhood trauma affecting his perception of alpha-beta relationships, but instead of acknowledging it and attempting to deal with and unpack it especially given his childhood best friend is a beta who confesses to him, AND the fact he, himself, started secretly liking him in the past, he projects that disgust and hatred onto his friend, punishes MC for having feelings that trigger his trauma, and lets trauma take over completely in their dynamic, so much so he keeps MC on a leash because he can't just let himself fucking heal and love a beta. ML has started liking him long before MC confessed to him, yet the moment MC did, he blamed him for making it difficult and threatening the friendship, but then he goes on to propose they 'date' as to not lose each other... MOTHERFUCKER, YOU'VE HAD THOSE SAME FEELINGS!? OR DUNNO, YOU COULD'VE JUST NOT DONE IT CAUSE YOU'RE TOO TRAUMATIZED TO BE AROUND A BETA IN LOVE?! But no, you want to have your cake, and eat it, too. Not only that, you willingly keep someone around whose feelings you don't want to reciprocate, yet you get all touchy with him, hug him, rub yourself on his ass while he's asleep, while knowing he's harboring sexual desire for you, yet the moment he shows a reaction, you shame him. FUCK that ML - bro, you had MUTUAL feelings, you had wet dreams about MC... But again, you can't and don't want to deal with your trauma, you don't want to acknowledge that betas aren't disgusting, your friend isn't disgusting, that his feelings for you aren't disgusting - it's your childhood PTSD making it difficult, and BOTH characters are making it so difficult for themselves by having the communication skills of a brick wall and the emotional (self) awareness of rock. AND THEN DON'T GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON THE BETA WHO OF COURSE CONVENIENTLY TURNS INTO AN OMEGA AND GETS PREGNANT THE FIRST TIME THEY HAVE SEX, FUCK YOU, AUTHOR, FUCK YOU! Sure, instead of doing it the hard, the more interesting way where ML has to be confronted with his trauma and deals with the fact the one he loves is a beta who stays a beta, you go - nah, best I can do is say the dominant alpha wanted his beta friend to turn into an omega so much he was able to turn him with pheromone exposure, and oh, he has the recessive omega gene, so that explains it. SO FUCKING CONVENIENT, YEAH. You make EVERYTHING ELSE that shouldn't be that hard super hard, while making that one bit of interesting plot points too easy.
And of fucking course you make their first sexual encounter be in a rut so ML doesn't remember ANYTHING, (MORE MISUNDERSTANDINGS, FUCK YEAH), let the MC hide it all because he's afraid of triggering the ML, and then make a pregnant omega on the run out of the MC because yes, what this story riddled with solvable miscommunication and misinterpretations needs is exactly that - MORE secrecy around important information, more prolonging of the pile of misunderstandings, MORE OBSTACLES, yeah! Yeah, the conversations between the main characters especially have been so fun to read. Absolutely not so frustrating I want to rip my hair out (because they have the emotional intelligence of sea cucumbers, especially that damn ML)... You can only pile up so much misunderstanding on top of misunderstanding until the story is too overfilled with it to the point it feels like roaming in a jungle, balls deep in swamp and malaria. I hate so much about this but I hate myself even more and want to keep reading to see how and if this story, at any point, will deliver anything of actual substance, and have characters who try to think, notice, talk, and grow. I'm so fucking sure the pregnancy will be skipped and we won't even see a belly bump. And if the story decides to make the ML miss the whole pregnancy, or even worse, make it so MC has to hide the already born kid, I swear to God, I'm going to fucking lose it...
This has everything super annoying in a story - miscommunication that's written so fucking annoying with how so much shit is on the nose yet the characters are written braindead so they don't recognize or address the elephant in the room and the miscommunication can be forced in the first place (aaaalll the countless times where MC being a manifesting omega was hinted at so apparently for the characters to miss or CHOOSE NOT TO ADDRESS it EVERY goddamn fucking time just so the AnGsT or whatever remains; soooo many times where MC is showing he's suppressing his feelings for ML, just for ML later on in the story to go - I have no clue what he's thinking... BRO, you've KNOWN FOR YEARS your friend likes you more than just as a friend, WTF DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T READ YOUR PSEUDO PARTNER OF 7 YEARS?!); a stupid ass medical professional MC who can't figure out for the love of his brain cells that he's experiencing secondary gender manifestation; a mentally ill ML who's known all this time he has childhood trauma affecting his perception of alpha-beta relationships, but instead of acknowledging it and attempting to deal with and unpack it especially given his childhood best friend is a beta who confesses to him, AND the fact he, himself, started secretly liking him in the past, he projects that disgust and hatred onto his friend, punishes MC for having feelings that trigger his trauma, and lets trauma take over completely in their dynamic, so much so he keeps MC on a leash because he can't just let himself fucking heal and love a beta. ML has started liking him long before MC confessed to him, yet the moment MC did, he blamed him for making it difficult and threatening the friendship, but then he goes on to propose they 'date' as to not lose each other... MOTHERFUCKER, YOU'VE HAD THOSE SAME FEELINGS!? OR DUNNO, YOU COULD'VE JUST NOT DONE IT CAUSE YOU'RE TOO TRAUMATIZED TO BE AROUND A BETA IN LOVE?! But no, you want to have your cake, and eat it, too. Not only that, you willingly keep someone around whose feelings you don't want to reciprocate, yet you get all touchy with him, hug him, rub yourself on his ass while he's asleep, while knowing he's harboring sexual desire for you, yet the moment he shows a reaction, you shame him. FUCK that ML - bro, you had MUTUAL feelings, you had wet dreams about MC... But again, you can't and don't want to deal with your trauma, you don't want to acknowledge that betas aren't disgusting, your friend isn't disgusting, that his feelings for you aren't disgusting - it's your childhood PTSD making it difficult, and BOTH characters are making it so difficult for themselves by having the communication skills of a brick wall and the emotional (self) awareness of rock. AND THEN DON'T GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON THE BETA WHO OF COURSE CONVENIENTLY TURNS INTO AN OMEGA AND GETS PREGNANT THE FIRST TIME THEY HAVE SEX, FUCK YOU, AUTHOR, FUCK YOU! Sure, instead of doing it the hard, the more interesting way where ML has to be confronted with his trauma and deals with the fact the one he loves is a beta who stays a beta, you go - nah, best I can do is say the dominant alpha wanted his beta friend to turn into an omega so much he was able to turn him with pheromone exposure, and oh, he has the recessive omega gene, so that explains it. SO FUCKING CONVENIENT, YEAH. You make EVERYTHING ELSE that shouldn't be that hard super hard, while making that one bit of interesting plot points too easy.
And of fucking course you make their first sexual encounter be in a rut so ML doesn't remember ANYTHING, (MORE MISUNDERSTANDINGS, FUCK YEAH), let the MC hide it all because he's afraid of triggering the ML, and then make a pregnant omega on the run out of the MC because yes, what this story riddled with solvable miscommunication and misinterpretations needs is exactly that - MORE secrecy around important information, more prolonging of the pile of misunderstandings, MORE OBSTACLES, yeah! Yeah, the conversations between the main characters especially have been so fun to read. Absolutely not so frustrating I want to rip my hair out (because they have the emotional intelligence of sea cucumbers, especially that damn ML)... You can only pile up so much misunderstanding on top of misunderstanding until the story is too overfilled with it to the point it feels like roaming in a jungle, balls deep in swamp and malaria. I hate so much about this but I hate myself even more and want to keep reading to see how and if this story, at any point, will deliver anything of actual substance, and have characters who try to think, notice, talk, and grow. I'm so fucking sure the pregnancy will be skipped and we won't even see a belly bump. And if the story decides to make the ML miss the whole pregnancy, or even worse, make it so MC has to hide the already born kid, I swear to God, I'm going to fucking lose it...
(Anyways, excited for updates)