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Can someone summarize ch 1 to 30 for me and why we want the top to suffer I skipped to the...

yoshi89 August 10, 2026 9:32 am

Can someone summarize ch 1 to 30 for me and why we want the top to suffer I skipped to the last 5 chapters and now that I hace read it I can't go back to first 30 I don't want the top to suffer anymore it feels like he is an unstable person who was never loved properly or knows how to love a person and the self harm everything is so relatable I m not saying you should try to off yourself cos of of unrequited love whats so relatable its his pain his self harming issue like how he bites his lip.till it bleed and how he feels like he know the bottoms not gonna like him and it's like he wants the bottom to remeber him he wants to have a place in bottoms heart even if he has to die
Side note as I said I only read the last 5 chapters and can't remember their name that's why I refer to them as top and bottom

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    elliot August 10, 2026 12:13 pm

    ?? I don't get why you can't just read the first chapters yourself.
    Like this is a really good story, you should see it for yourself to be able to form an opinion.

    starling August 10, 2026 12:19 pm

    you really should just read it yourself, you wont really get why people are so divided in the comments from a short summary

    yoshi89 August 10, 2026 4:13 pm

    Ok I will do that