Can someone summarize ch 1 to 30 for me and why we want the top to suffer I skipped to the last 5 chapters and now that I hace read it I can't go back to first 30 I don't want the top to suffer anymore it feels like he is an unstable person who was never loved properly or knows how to love a person and the self harm everything is so relatable I m not saying you should try to off yourself cos of of unrequited love whats so relatable its his pain his self harming issue like how he bites his lip.till it bleed and how he feels like he know the bottoms not gonna like him and it's like he wants the bottom to remeber him he wants to have a place in bottoms heart even if he has to die
Side note as I said I only read the last 5 chapters and can't remember their name that's why I refer to them as top and bottom
Had to take a break to appreciate yeonwoo like man's not a pushover I was like obsessed with the way he gave him the cheaque ml tears it he fucking throws the watch in the bin like that's I don't even have a word for how much I loved that it was so nice