Yup it’s confirmed that his thought wasn’t him planning to sleep with someone else. It was him reverted back to his past mindset when he would seek some form of human comfort through sex. He was Kaji in the early chapters again in that moment. But he was grounded again to the present day where he is not the lonely Kaji, he has fukami to feel safe in.
The way he just wants to hug fukami so tightly and easily fell asleep with ease.
Also fukami coming to terms in his love for Kaji is so beautiful. It’s not the normal or expected way of romantic love, but it’s still love. He deeply cares for Kaji and wants to do everything he can to support him. I laughed when Kaji cheered him to confess.
Yup it’s confirmed that his thought wasn’t him planning to sleep with someone else. It was him reverted back to his past mindset when he would seek some form of human comfort through sex. He was Kaji in the early chapters again in that moment. But he was grounded again to the present day where he is not the lonely Kaji, he has fukami to feel safe in.
The way he just wants to hug fukami so tightly and easily fell asleep with ease.
Also fukami coming to terms in his love for Kaji is so beautiful. It’s not the normal or expected way of romantic love, but it’s still love. He deeply cares for Kaji and wants to do everything he can to support him. I laughed when Kaji cheered him to confess.