his first love is this xinlu he did not fall for the kid it's said in the novel how many times people gotta say it to you. before you say im weird and god forbid a pedo for explaining, i dont really consume underage x adult stories but it's fiction who cares omg criticize the rapey works you read first and every other literature starting from the classics cause theyre full of taboo stuff if you wanna do the same here. bye

I loves Yuri's character but the way he developed feeling for Xinlu is extremely werid creepy and and bit pedophilic (I'm sorry just calling it how I read it). I'll explain why I think so btw this is all coming from what I've read so far so my understanding might be different from yours.
How do u watch a young child drown and not save them because they looked so beautiful under water? Then from that point in they became your first love? A CHILD!? DROWNING!? YOUR FIRST LOVE!? A CHILD!?